Friday, January 11, 2008

Friday, oh friday



  • Currently listening to: Paramore
  • Number of sinful thoughts of chocolate and Pepsi Max: 2376
  • Pieces of chocolate eaten and glasses of Pepsi Max drunk: 0 (yes!)
  • Numbers of kilos lost: 2

On Wednesday our little household grew a little. We bought two goldfish. We ( or I ) decided that they are to be called Moe and Paulie. Mostly because one of them swims around and looks as if he saying 'Moe... Moe.... Moe...' all the time. Might be his way of breathing - but looks more like he's saying 'Moe', so Moe he is. And Paulie just goes naturally with Moe so there. I've absolutely no idea if they're male or female, but who cares? They're fish, it's not like require non-unisex loos.
We can't have feathered or furry pets because Johan is allergic and I refuse to have reptiles because they're depressingly ugly and also kind of gross - well snakes are anyway. But fish was something we could both imagine having. In my opinion they are more decorative than pet-like as such, but they're quite funny actually. We'll buy more once we're sure the aquarium is at it's perfect levels and it's a good environment for the fish. Poor Moe and Paulie are test fish. But they seem to enjoy themselves in their own little fishy ways, so there have been no complaints on their behalf yet.

It's nice that the weekend is here. I've been really lousy at getting to bed at a decent hour the last week and so I feel a bit like I'm deprived of sleep. I'm probably not at all, but I need an excuse for sleeping in really late tomorrow. I guess I don't really need an excuse as such, it should be my right to sleep in on Saturdays. Especially since I need lots of rest to be in good spirits for work. I don't think it comes as a surprise to anyone that teaching isn't always the most calm and serene situation to be in for 4-7 hours a day. It's stressful no doubt about it, but it's also quite draining to have to grant full attention to between 22 and 40 pupils every day. I love my job truly and deeply though and wouldn't trade it for any other job in the world. Let's call it my 'calling'. I get to push a bunch of children in a direction, watch them grow as they learn and I get to make a huge impact on their lives. It's awesome - even if very emotionally challenging at times. In about 1½ year I'll be sending them on to new teachers and I'll become 'that teacher we had in 2nd and 3rd grade'. But I'll always remember them. Not just because they were the first class I got after graduating, but because they are inspirational. They were out of control and had been so terribly neglected in most subjects last year and now five months after I met them the first time they're on the right track. Awesome kids. Awesome job. Awesome!

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Twinkle, twinkle little star...


Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are....

"Before you were born, you were a star in the sky" - my mother

Happy New Year to all!

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

... suddenly Christmas sneaks up on you



It's been ages since I last wrote a blog. Only reason I have time now is because I've been home sick from work for a week. It's quite ironic that I got the flu-shot as to prevent myself from needing longer periods of time off work due to illness and then my body decides to get pneumonia - and not just with one infected lung, but two. I'm stocking up on my vitamin C by eating kiwis and I should be back to work tomorrow, which is awesome. Can't stand my own company much longer.

Suddenly Christmas came sneaking. Not that I didn't see it coming. The stores have 'only' been decorated and ready with Christmas ornaments since - well - September? October? But still it amazes me how time flies. It's almost 2008 already. Huge changes have occured for me in 2007 and all very welcome changes. 2008 will be just as grand for me, so am really in good spirits. Everything is so calm and relaxed about my life now. No drama, no worries, no anxiety. It's as if all the cleaning up I did in my life is finally paying off and I'm really happy and content. Being content isn't a God given. In my opinion nothing is, but let's leave religion out of this one. Being content is something you obtain by working hard for it, by going through struggles and crisises that no one except you can work your way through. And going through it bitching, blameshooting and whining just doesn't make any sense. Who can change your fortunes except yourself? Everything we do, any action, starts with ourselves.

In 16 days (not that I'm counting) Johan and me are off to Århus for Christmas. It'll be our first Christmas together. My sister and her boyfriend will be home from Wales as well, so the troop will be complete. It's going to be so awesome, I can't even describe it. I haven't seen my sister since July so it'll be great to catch up and be our usual silly selves. Just being with my family is something I'm looking forward to. Moving away from them has been damn hard for me, but there is no doubt in my mind that it's been the best choice I've ever made for myself. Sometimes we need distance to realise how well off we are. Everything needs to be put into perspective and only then are we able to truly appriciate everything we have. And for me that is what Christmas is all about. Being thankful for my family and friends and showing them my appriciation.

Suddenly Christmas sneaks up on you and showers you with sentimental waves. At least it ain't the Christmas Blues this year, but a tiny core of happiness glowing in my stomach like a candle in the dark.

Friday, November 16, 2007

You are the silver lining...





Rest silently on my shoulder my dear, hang your worries to dry.
Pearls of tears around your neck my love, valuable to some - invaluable to me.
Cast one look towards the sky little one, the sun will not set on you yet.
Find meaning in every breath my sweet, don't close your eyes to the world.
Not yet. Not now. Not ever.
You are the silver lining

Thursday, October 11, 2007

No World for Tomorrow






So draw little piggy, better watch out for number one
(I'm feeling there's a bad wind blowing through there)
You better pull up the shutters because Lord knows now I ain't stomping through the woods, it's alive.
Little darling, don't you creep out that fucking runt
(It's best that you don't go walking through there)
Now please, don't bother knocking because God knows I ain't now stopping until you breathe, no more.

Excitement.Anticipation.Relief.Passion.

Thank you, Claudio.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

The one about the phone...




I bought this gorgeous thing yesterday and it is BEAUTIFUL! Also, it doesn't work. Well technically it works, but apparently it'll take the phone company 10(!!!) days to transfer my number and until then I'm not even offered a temporary number. I'm very unimpressed. And annoyed. And unimpressed. I love the phone though. It's gorgeous even if totally unusable.


I've heard from several friends now, who were scared that I'd closed down the blog due to my last entry. Not at all! I just don't have time to write as often, so I wanted to just let you know that at the moment I'm kinda closed down for business, but I'll write a bit ever so often. So no worries, you're not rid of me yet ;)


Have a lovely Sunday!

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Small lifesigns also count...

One day I'll be back
One day you'll see,
That even though I'm not around
You're always with me

Rock on, Rockers


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